I have been with the same person on and off for about 7 years now, we had finally come to a point where I believe we were happy, or so I thought! During this I have been traveling like crazy and I only saw him like a couple times a month! Things were getting really bad and I knew something was gonna happen. I started to get a strong feeling he was looking at other girls and we were about over. We had got into a fight and I told him I wanted space for a little while. You see its REALLLY hard to find a boyfriend who can put up with all the traveling and the things I will be doing in the next two years! Well later on that day I get a (text) not even a call a text saying "I heard shady things about you and I want nothing to do with you ever again" Now in all honesty since we have been together I have Never done anything shady to him so it only took me about two seconds to realize HE has the shady one during our relationship! If you find out your partner was doing something wrong you would call them out on what they did? I still to this day have no idea what I did (BECAUSE I NEVER DID ANYTHING LOL) I later found a mess from the girl who has been sleeping with him on and off for years saying...cant wait to see you! And another from her to a friend saying oh ya I talked to (my ex) a couple days ago..meaning while we were together! I also found out he was texting another girl as well. Whats funny is I believe everything happens for a reason and this may be reallly hard for me,not because I lost him but becasue he was part of me. I told him everything, shared everything and have been through a lot together. He was pretty much family. But really that person and I have NOTHING in common and we want diff things out of life. I want more then anything in the world to hate him but I will chose not to. What I will do is remove him from my life for a very long time. Every time we have gone through a break up I always thought maybe later down the road we can make it work because he loves me. REally thats the only thing we had was passion and love for each other, with out those two things we would be strangers! So this time I don't think its over, I know its over and thats the hard part..not letting a boyfriend go letting a huge part of my life go. But he is clearly not my destiny and I cant wait to find someone who is right for me :) A soul mate if you will. I will never look back and always look forward, I have a lot to offer and cant wait to give it to the right man :)
